I really really feel neglected.

I’ve never had a kiss, and you do not know how bad I want one, especially since it is seemingly unobtainable.

I live in a horrible little town full of bigots, scene kids, and idiots.

So either everyone who is gay is:

a. in the closet

b. obnoxious

c. non-existent 

Only two people know I like men.

1. My best friend whom I talk to every moment of the day even though she is home schooled.

2. A sort of pen pal I have over the internet.

Anyway I’m digressing.

I see people at school and desperately just want to push them against a wall and ravage them, or at least show my affection but I can’t and it really really sucks.